Ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

Category: the Rant Board

Post 1 by The Wicked Witch of The East (we deserve each other) on Saturday, 16-Apr-2005 18:46:58

I am sensitive
I am caring
I am nervous
I am daring
I fight for what I like
But I am never right......
People look at me strange
My heart breaks in deep pain
I look to you for answers
But you push me away
You never listen to what I have to say!
No one ever does so what does it matter?
You’d think I’d be used to it by now
It was different when I was a kid
My problems weren’t as big
I thought you listened when I spoke
But that was all a big joke
You treat me like you treat him
All tough and grim
You look down upon us, treat us like dirt
You don’t know how much it hurts!
I argue with you, you mock me too!
Come on, just listen to me!
Let me speak my mind and be free!

Post 2 by Flidais (WISEST IS SHE WHO KNOWS THAT SHE DOES NOT KNOW) on Saturday, 16-Apr-2005 23:45:25

awww <huggles>

Post 3 by chelslicious (like it or not, I'm gonna say what I mean. all the time.) on Sunday, 17-Apr-2005 0:17:27

*hugs* love ya girl!

Post 4 by Goblin (I have proven to myself and the world that I need mental help) on Sunday, 17-Apr-2005 9:19:48

feck! Eh is there any way for you to sever all contact with this person...they are clearly destroying your hope and self esteem... all the best pal..

Post 5 by Inesle1987 (Account disabled) on Sunday, 17-Apr-2005 9:26:27

Aw, I'm sorry for youk Heather. IF you need someone to talk to, send me a PM, I'll be there. *hugs*.

Post 6 by Senior (I've now got the bronze prolific poster award! now going for the silver award!) on Sunday, 17-Apr-2005 11:55:25

Keep standing up to them and take actions which make things better for you whilst making things worse for the person who's treating you this way.

Post 7 by The Wicked Witch of The East (we deserve each other) on Sunday, 17-Apr-2005 16:44:27

Goblin, nope. She's my mom. And I'm trying to move in with my dad and step mom.... I don't know if it will work though because when I told her about my idea she cryed. So she crys when I tell her I don't wanna live with her anymore but it doesn't change the way she treats me. That's fucked up.

Post 8 by Inesle1987 (Account disabled) on Monday, 18-Apr-2005 4:40:17

I totally understand your point. In the end, I think she will have to live with your decision if she treats you wrong. Some people don't even realize that they treat others wrong. I know this doesn't help you now but I really hope it all turns out very well.

Post 9 by The Wicked Witch of The East (we deserve each other) on Monday, 18-Apr-2005 10:57:14

thanks

Post 10 by Goblin (I have proven to myself and the world that I need mental help) on Monday, 18-Apr-2005 13:44:27

Pal do what makes you happy because your mum is using the cruellest form of manipulation, emotional blackmail,and that is unforgivable.
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is your step mum aware of the abuse, I think you should inform someone who can help you sort this out, there are organistations who can support you and help you come to terms with the effects of her crap, if nothing else, because she will destroy your life completely if you dont find a way to leave her..

Post 11 by Inesle1987 (Account disabled) on Monday, 18-Apr-2005 13:47:49

I agree with Goblin's point.

Post 12 by The Wicked Witch of The East (we deserve each other) on Monday, 18-Apr-2005 17:45:45

Merh. She's not worth it. But if anything was to happen, it wouldn't be until this summer (if anything happens) I just learn to ignore it. She just has a bad temper, don't get me wrong, she's an ok mom. I mean, she's a single mom and is doing her best. I just think I would feel bad moving away from her..... Cause its like, I'm the only person she has besides my grandmother. I just don't want to hurt her... But at the same time, its hurting me.....

Post 13 by Inesle1987 (Account disabled) on Tuesday, 19-Apr-2005 2:51:37

^But if she treats you so bad, then you really should leave her. I mean you can visit her if she really wants it but you have to leave her or this might drive you crazy someday.

Post 14 by Goblin (I have proven to myself and the world that I need mental help) on Tuesday, 19-Apr-2005 9:22:15

see she's making you feel guilty pal all I hear from you is "IT'S MY FAULT"...I'm not getting at you, but if you dont get away you will be forever filled with regret, IF and I wish, which could quickly lead to bitterness and rage...again I'm saying DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY because its your life, so don't waste it spend it trying to please an abuser because it's bloody impossible

Post 15 by Inesle1987 (Account disabled) on Tuesday, 19-Apr-2005 9:44:17

I totally agree again.